Loss of Sight and Shame

I lost it. I'm completely ashamed to say so too. I lost my slight (figuratively). I know this might be vague now, but not to worry, I'll be explaining soon enough, I promise. Back on topic: I feel distraught, embarrassed and shamed. The reason? Get ready.


My confession today, I lost my sight with advocating for Invisible Children. To help those child soliders that people keep on forgetting, the same children I forgot. I feel beyond ashamed, even though some tell me I shouldn't. But no matter what they say, I keep feeling as though I let those children down in some way.


I know that this may seem a bit illogical, but it's honestly what I'm feeling. I feel as though I failed these kids in some way. That I've just did The Rescue and, for lack of a better word, forgot about them after that. I've been mondo busy with my life going topsy turvy as of late, but that's no excuse. I want to be there for these kids in some way, I need to be there for them. Because I don't want them feeling like I did, when I didn't exactly have someone.


This'll be a short blog (for me at least), I have a lot of things I must share with you, my dear readers. I need to get into the swing of things, I need to find my passions again. I need to find the things that drove me to live everyday and fight for what I believe in. I've lost my sight on my hopes, dreams, goals and morals. And now it's time to find my lost sight, to hold on and fight for everything I believe is true and right. And I'll be starting with once again heavily advocating for Invisible Children. There's no way in hell I'm gonna lose my passion again, especially considering the fact it was something I held so near and dear to my heart.


My solution to my confession, to stop not believing in myself. I know who I am, so why do I doubt myself so much? I tell people to embrace their traits everyday, and yet I can't do the same. Well that ends now!


Get ready (again) world, I'm back and better than ever!


TTFN!